The 100th Post

It's been some time we are together. Right now I still couldn't forget the moment I told you that I liked you in Secret Recipe. I like that place. I love to eat all of their cakes. I wanted you to be the first to know and be shared on my happy places. It is all over right now. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you so badly. It had been hurtful for me to let go too, but I would had thought that if there is no more love within us. What is the reason to stay on? To let the time pass? To let the world know how happy was us, but in within us we are not really as happy as they thought it would? I think of nothing but you when I proposed to you. I would have thought I could keep change my habits, my way of thinking, and my personality to fully suits you. I really had tried, but I just getting more depressed and heartless everytime I change myself. I become even more aggressive than before, I scolded my brother without any reason, I feel like smack him when he talks. These days make me really realized that I had really changed. I failed to fulfill your wish as your boyfriend. I wouldn't want you to love somebody that is this heartless, and not even worth your time to care more. I cannot continue on this journey anymore. I need to find back my self. I had lost him. The days had passed, I get to know you even more. I starts to understand your feelings, and know what do you like to do. And I start to realize that I am really not the one you are looking for because the differences were too big. You are too good for me. We aren't compatible for each other at all. Even the horoscopes that you told me before this, says that. I couldn't beat that astrology logic. It's a STUPID logic to believed in. Nevertheless, it told the truth. We aren't meant to be together. Our personality just doesn't match at all. Thank you for all of your care and memories that you had been with me. I really appreciate everything you did for me. I never had someone in my life did something like you did before. You was the first.

Goodbye My Lover

Sorry that I loved you