It's all about Low Jun Yew

WARNING! This post is one of my mind pieces and will be about me. Just me. I wouldn't expect anyone would care to read my infamous blog anyway. Just in case you did, this post is one of the things that I really wanted to say out the most. I wouldn't mind if you skipped reading if you really don't care to know anything about me.

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Living in this world, in the earth for 22 years 1 month and 19 days. I had been struggling to find myself within the masses. I had asked myself a lot of questions since I am at the age of 8. Why am I here? What is the purpose that I appear in this world? What am I suppose to do? These questions had been revolving in my mind in such young age. That might also be some type of family problems side effects? I had not tried to be myself. I had always been the person who being someone that the surroundings wanted. I had always tried to please most of the people that I met and needs my help. I am trying to be very helpful and handy just to be recognized by at least someone in my life. I just wish that at least there is someone who is willing to recognize me. I did, and I had been recognized through my work, but not to be recognized as ME. Not everyone are able to accept the way I am and be comfortable around me. I am not the type of person that everyone will invite me to hang out together. I felt left out in my little own world.


Talking about friends. I had many. I had met, we talked, we laughed, and be friend to a lot of humans that I had encountered. After the breakup with my ex. She let me see the world. She left my window opened wide. That moment, I realized that I do not have any friends at all. Yes I had seem to had a lot of FRIENDS, but not a single person know's me well. I had no best friend at all. Last time I thought I had a few best friends, but they are gone now. They had continue on their own story of life and I had been forgotten. I do not have anyone that places me as a priority or been categorized as one of the important person in their heart. Am I just a "touch N go" friend to everyone?


I had been trying to set my own destiny of my life after that day. I wanted to be myself and make myself happy. I will end these miserable robotic life that I had been through. I made new friends and keep those who is really worth to be in my friend list. I no longer work for free for EVERYONE from now on. I had taken a little initiative and be on my best to my friends that really appreciates me and to whom did not forgets me all these while. I had made few best friends that I really share my piece of mind with them. I am used to be the person with a lot of troubles and emotions. I hope my piece of mind in my life wouldn't surprised and provoke them to increase their barrier towards me. I had really place my faith to my new best friend and I am really trying to be a part of their life no matter what. I hope this time, I wouldn't be the one that "bertepuk tangan sebelah" and thought I had a "Best Friend" again. I'm glad I met you all. I really did. It's not like I am abandoning all my old friends. It's just that I wanted to start to write a story about MYSELF, and not about other people.



This piece of mind had suddenly start flowing and filling my empty brain during my shower. There is something in my heart wanted to tell to my dumb brain all these while. I finally felt it. I had been ignoring what my heart really wanted and not processing my brain all these while. There's a saying "We MUST walk on our path of life everyday without fail. Why don't we choose to be happy instead of sad?" I chose to be happy, and I will try to find myself to be on that side from now on. :) It is hard, but I shall try.

Sudden Detour and King of Fruits

Fourth day after New Year. So far so good. Initially, was planned to go Ulu Yam to had lunch with Chew and Johnathan. Uhhh ok.. I had never been there before. We reach there in about 1 hour with unexpected "Angry Bird" chasing behind us. Vrooooom~! Open your bloody Siren lar if wanna overcome our car! heheheh...

Angry Bird iz Coming!!

In the car with "Pretty" perfume
I had lost my Prawnginity in a chinese restaurant located in Ulu Yam. T.T
Been seduced by the delicious soup in a coconut and both of my friend. They laugh at me because I don't know how to open the prawn shell. It took me more than half hour just to eat a single prawn. The size is VERY THE BIG for my taste bud, and yeah consider very small to all of the prawn eaters out there. Thank God I didn't vomit this time. I guess my immune system had improved? I had finally take a HUGE step on overcoming my phobia but, I don't feel quite well for half of the day. I felt dizzy all the way.

My FIRST big prawn! Forgive me, I don't know how to peel it.

We went to Gotong Jaya after we had our lunch. We ate DURIAN Ice cream at one of the restaurant up there. I loved it! I get to eat 1 and a half ice cream because of my friend here cleverly tried to scare me but accidentally dropped my ice cream. XD
Hahaha!! Now I get to eat more!! Then later we went to some river in Janda Baik. We had some good time chilling there since the weather nowadays is bloody hot.

My lovely ICE-CREAM!!

Chillin My Feet Inside the Water

Durian!!! I finally had my durian buffet!! We had DURIANS on the same day too!!
It is indeed heaven-like day for me. I ate while laughing out loud! I mean it, I really mean it. My friends were with *WTF* faces looking at me when we were eating. They were like "Weh, tak kenal... Tak kenal..." "Let's change place." Lol.. Seriously guys, got that loud meh? But anyway, thanks for bringing me to this "Heaven". I really enjoyed my day.

SS2 Durian Buffet

Look at those DURIANS!!

Drink some coconut water to cool down

Durian! Durian!!

iColour myWall

I painted my room!! and my living room!! and my whole house is newly painted~!
I bloody love the new look of my house. It is full with new exciting colours and new stuff. When I came back to KL, I learned that my room window had changed, and I love it! I had always been like the school windows. I hated that type of window as it causes me trouble and hassle to clean it. It need to be cleaned one by one and what's more, you could not see the view outside the window when it is closed. But it's okay, because now the window had been switched to this!!

The Window~! Wohooo!!

The Ugly side when I Switch on the Light

Talk about painting. I had coloured two of the wall in my room in dark bluegreen! It is called "Tropical Ocean" in Jotun pantone colour. I wouldn't want to paint it since the beginning, but because of my newly installed window. I HAD to paint it!! My dad just simply painted the sides of the window with some leftover paints and volia~! Good job! Here comes my holiday work. Besides that, I helped my dad to change the roof tiles too! There goes another job for me.

The Paint

Volia~! Newly Painted wall

New Year 2012

Happy New Year!!

It is year 2012 already and so called a year where we all will eventually die all together? According to Mayan calender, the researcher says that the Mayans predict the world will ends on 2012. So what? I don't feel any doomsday coming. Get some life fellow believers. What can you do as a normal human being during doomsday? I don't care about that at all, I got more important stuff to do. There is so much out there that I haven't try and do. The years had passed, I realized how important my own life is. I had experienced lots of stuff in recent years. It meant a lot to me. It taught me how's the reality is, what is happening in this world, who's really there for me, who can I count on to, what really backfired me. I had a lot! I don't want to be like what I used to. I am naive, dumb, I trusted EVERY single person I met and I gave my 100 percent to them, but what did I get in return? Some backfired me, some just come approach me when there is benefits, some kept their distance when something is wrong. I had really learned something last year. I DID. This post wasn't meant to be emotional anyway. So, lets leave the past and move on! For our future! :)

Happy New Year 2012 once again!!

Christmas and Semester Break

This would be my last semester break from UTAR. Time really had passed so fast. I had about 1 month break from UTAR before resume my studies with 5 hardcore major subjects on next semester. DIE.. If I failed one of the paper, I need to delay my graduation date and stay for another semester? Oh lord, please help me.. T________T

Put that aside, lets talk about holiday!!
I finished my exams on 15th and I reached KL on 23rd of December 2011. I was waiting for Alwyn to go KL together with me. Since, I will had nothing much to do in KL if I back early anyway. We ate lunch, dinner, and durians again before we pack our stuff back to KL on 23rd. We even went to cc and play Counter Strike happily bombing and sniping each other. I did had a good time that day. I had seldom been to CC and play games after form 6. That day was fun, and it erased all my depression that I had before this. Thank you.. :')

Double Cheese Baked Rice
It says "Your handphone ran into a problem that it couldn't handle, and now it need to restart"
So, that's a handphone eh?

In Christmas eve, my family had some dinner in "Chilli Padi" Cafe nearby our area. The food were ok, nothing special and it was kinda expensive too. I will surely not coming here again. I ordered Rainbow chicken Rice and it came out as "Ku Lu Yuk" rice... MEGA swt!!! I should have ordered the steak like my dad's... SUPER regret ordered my meal..

Chili Padi Cafe
Pandan Leaf Chicken Otak-otak
This tasted like Walls Ice cream with Hershey's chocolate syrup on top

Christmas in KL sure is happening. Lot's of Christmas decorations in the shopping malls and SALES! I bought some shoes and shirts for Christmas and coming CNY. First time in my life I bought a dark colour shoe, and it is Levi's!! Bloody expensive, but I like it! Thanks dad!! You are awesome.. But I am not done yet! hehe *devil horn coming out* XD

The shoe I had bought
I bought a Shirt too

Semester break sounds boring u might say? Well, it is when I had totally nothing to do and no food in the house. I went karaoke and walk around Pavilion with Dorene yesterday and Eugene, you ffk-ed us. Dun be sad, we will meet up somehow, and take care of your health weh... In Pavilion, we saw lot's of Bears put their hands up in the air transferring spiritual energy to GOKU to save the world!! *kidding* We are unable to find Malaysian bear. I wonder where they hide it.

Lots of pee-ple and Bears from all over the world

I LIKE this bear design!!

This holiday so far, not bad. I had fun watching movies that I had taken from A Station before coming back KL. Watched "Jack and Jill" by Adam Sandler. That movie is nice! A movie that is worth to watch. It is very entertaining and funny!! Enjoyed my holiday.. ^^

Jack and Jill

Neddle Felting : Garfield

Derp helped too!
These few days after my Final exam had been a history in this trimester, I did something that I had never tried before. Needle Felting! I ordered the materials from the internet and ready to make a Garfield figurine. I wanted to take pictures, but everytime when I want to take picture, there is nothing for me to take. There is nothing there for me to take. So I thought Garfield and Derp would be the best choice for me now. Needle felting is a stress relieving craft. It requires you to stab the wool like how you stab a voodoo doll, but of course this isn't voodoo. Needle felting doesn't require you to cut and sew. It just require you to poke the wool to the desire shape you wanted. I need a stress relief activity after what had happened to me recently. I am so stressed out. So here is my work! My first needle felting item.

One whole Set

The wool before it turns out to be Garfield
Garfield
Garfield

A Year Older Again

My Birthday again!! This time is not as big as last year. This year I am finally 22 years old. Well, my usual birthday day wasn't that always awesome anyways. I did not celebrate my birthday since I was 6 to 7 years old till I entered college. My birthday wishes and celebration started with a call from my old schoolmate. It was really a surprise as she still remembers me. We had a little chat, talk about life and keeping in touch after all these years. Thank you for calling :')
Then later, my first birthday celebration were from my housemates. They bought 1 big chocolate tart and 3 small fruit flavoured tarts. Awh, thanks guys. That was cute.





My second official birthday celebration was on my dinner time. My classmates and I had a dinner in Vegas Kitchen and celebrate my birthday at there too. I missed eating at there. I haven't been there since after I went for my industrial training, and I love the cake! Got a big sparkly firework in the middle and a Garfield on top of the cake. Thank you!! I seldom told anyone about Garfield as I thought a guy isn't really appropriate to have an obsession about some cartoon character. So I didn't tell. I was shy to tell. Garfield really brings back my old memories. I missed being a small kid again.
I had some presents from my classmates too! I was surprised that Garfield was in the present list too. I don't know what to say. There was a book shaped and printed to looked like Canon 7D DSLR was really unique. I had received few unique books from my groupmates. Thanks guys!! I think I'm gonna display these in my future house. Hahahaha... I don't want to throw these books no matter what. I love to keep stuffs.


Few days after that, I had dinner with Alwyn and Shirley again! Thank you people. I iz very the surprised with the Birthday gift. I really had thought that was belonged to Shirley's in the beginning. Aaaaaaahhhhh!! I even played with it without realizing that was my birthday present!! You guys aarr...!! No wonder la you guys giggle when I take Derp and play!! Kena troll by you guys!! But thank you guys!! I'm very happy that day!! Unexpected!! Buddies forever!!